Genesis - Tearing Issue

Art of my OC Genesis.

I wasn't feeling well yesterday. No matter how much I tried, I could do nothing but sketch up a picture and then drop it. I had no.... I just could not work on something past the initial composition sketch. I tried and it just went sour, I just could not pick up any coloring tools, it seemed.
I was pissed and frustrated and sick (because of those evil mini cream puffs on which I had put strawberry jam...).
I had chatted with a friend during the day though, and he gave me a few ideas.

In the end, when evening was getting late and turned into night, I put on the Mash Up of Rapbit's 'When they cry' and Ritsuka's version of 'Meltdown' .
I felt like I had to at least try getting something done and the song gave me the idea to make this (finally a song inspired picture again). I finished it off today, when I was feeling better and had a better eye for it, but at least I have gotten something done again. I had felt very unproductive the past days.